I’ve been alone all my life, then you showed up

When i was 15

I thought i was in love

But he was a boiling lover

My skin was red and blistered all over

He never held my hand

But there was a kind word when he needed me

When i turned 16

I figured "this is the year!"

I'd finally get a date for real

But this year left me to kneel

I waited and waited

But no one came

When i was 17

I had given up

I sat in my ivory tower

Content to sit and glower

"Love is only temporary"

My parents taught me that

Now im 18

So much time has passed

Im still lonely it would seem

My eyes had lost their gleam

Im not happy with myself

And i try so hard to fix it

And you just had to show up

I dont know anything about dating!

I dont know anything about love!

Your presence is like a gift from above

But dammit what do i do?

Im not even sure if what you're doing is flirting

You confuse me

You furiate me

You twist all ive ever known

What do i do