Depersonalization

This word I use. I use it to describe that strange feeling that I get when I stare at someone. It makes me think, wow that body, those eyes that beautiful hair. I get to be with that!?

But it makes me think, what has happened to that body has it been broken, cut, hurt. It makes me just want to be there for them hold that person and never let go. But all of a sudden I snap back and realize that. The person i think of is hundreds of miles away and I can’t do a damn thing to help or even maybe save them. And I’m not theirs anymore. But I still care.