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If I'd known what would happen when you drove me home, I could get into black cars without flashbacks. If I’d known what would happen when you pulled over, I wouldn’t have been 2.5 hours late for curfew from walking 3 miles home. If I’d known what you were going to do when you unbuckled our seatbelts, I wouldn't always feel hunted by the male gaze. If I'd known you didn't want to kiss me "just one more time" I wouldn’t have had fake falling down the stairs to be taken to the hospital for broken ribs. If I'd known saying "No." would result in a black eye and concussion, I would've ran away. If I’d known what was going through your head wasn't teenage love, I wouldn’t be haunted by you today. If I’d known who you really are sooner, I wouldn’t have lived the absolute worst nightmare.