If I’d known...

If I'd known I'd lose you, would I have made you mine?

I often ask myself this question, but I never have an answer.

Love versus lost. A bet sometimes I wish I had never taken.

But then I think about the joy you brought me, and I'm glad.

Glad.

And sad.

All at once.

It's terrible, and all the time I wonder what I would have done.

If I'd known.