Flashes In Time

The cars ahead aren’t moving. Why aren’t they moving?

This is not good. It’s so suffocating. I dont want to be stuck in this shitty traffic.

I dont want to listen to this stupid radio. I dont want to do this. I dont want to do this.

I just...I just want to die. I want to ram this car into the next and just die,

Oh god!!!!!!!! Just Breathe........

Its ok. Its just a ripple in time. Death always is.

I can move on and I will. I will. Thats how life works, isnt it?

I feel like crying, but dont worry, in time I will be better. I no longer will feel like crying.

I guess I will be happy. I will live a better life. I know I will.

This is not the end. I am right,right? She was not my life.

It was just a phase. Love is not real, it isnt. The pain is just not real, there is no dagger.

This is not real...Its not.

I am...

I want to...

It’s nothing..

I am sorry...

Forget it..

Its just..

#anxiety #loss #depression