Lacking Guidance

I opened the door to find

The inside of my mind

My conscience appeared blind

Detaching from the bind

That creates every thought

Original... not bought

In anger I was caught

So with it I had fought

For every memory

That made me into me

For thoughts I’d never see

For unseen victory

I lost the fight that day

I couldn’t make her stay

There were no words to say

As my conscience slipped away