I gasp for air, but I still can never breathe. Its never ending, everything hurts. My lungs they failed me and now my mind goes on and never stops. Why, when, how. Nothing is safe, does everything try to kill you.... even your own self. My mind it goes on an endless loop. It is never ending, still rolling. These are the little thoughs that my mind comes up with and even more, but half I can't even say. I have so many thoughts that sometimes it seems like there is nothing in my head, just letters bouncing around.