Irrelevance

It feels like a numbness, yet only slides somehow deeper.

It screams in your head like anxiety but it somehow screams louder.

It cuts you down from wherever you set, dragging you lower and lower until there is nothing lower left.

That’s what irrelevance feels like, just knowing you don’t matter, knowing everyone is just as numb as you.

That’s the worst feeling in the world, that’s the one that really hurts.

That’s the one that beats you while you are already down.

Irrelevance, now that’s the worst feeling in the world.