Life!

Dear Life,

Each day I wake and I see you giving me new challenges, it allows me to take more risk but with these risk comes consequences, so far I'm disappointed in you.

You took my dad, I learnt I had two; one died when I was six months old, the other simply left and now I'm miserable. What did I do or what am I not seeing that you're trying to show me? I'd like to know sooner than later as I'm slowly loosing me. Life, please just tell me I promise I'll follow.