The Truth about Me

I use the name justaperson on this website. I use the name Katt as an alias. It's my nickname I use on here. I'm comfortable with it. I won't tell you my name, because of my stupid fucking paranoia.

What all of you don't know (besides two of my friends on here), don't know about me is that I'm a anxiety and paranoia filled 15 years old. I'm ridden by the stress of looking at colleges (though I am a freshman), and the stress of getting good grades in my advanced classes. Every night the worst-case scenarios run through my head. From my mother dying, to me dying and horrible things in between. And it doesn't help I'm driven to one sport alone and my life revolves around it. Spring, summer, fall, and winter revolves around field hockey. Club and school, it's all I do. I'm a smart kid at a college-prep school. I'm in two advanced classes. Algebra 2 andHonors Biology. I am also in my schools first year of their leadership seminar. I'm full of anxiety, and paranoia.

I'm going to stop here. There. You know the me that I consider the "real me" and not the other faces I put up for different people.

Thank you for listening.