the insanity of love

i fuck them.

they love me.

i fuck others.

they love me too.

i shove my cock

into their mouths.

they suck. they fuck.

they love me more.

my wandering eyes

my uncircumcised

unprotected

unparticular penis

they still love.

i bring them bittersweet candies

of excuse and explanation

to feed their denial.

they eat and love them.

i sing to them,

read poetry,

arousing vaginal goosebumps

and rain.

they love that.

they buy me pizza

and value menu

double cheeseburgers

to fill my belly.

i fill them

with my hard, pulsating body.

they love it.

i gluttonously guzzle

gallons of grand marnier

until i am a fool.

i place my soul in their laps

crying convulsively

in a drunken stupor

and moved with compassion

for the wounded, weeping beast,

they love yet more.

they rub my spinning head

to soothe the vomitous monster

that rages in my stomach...

all for love.

i spew venomous words

and hurtful truths

til they finally leave.

then i am left alone..

and then i love them.