My honest poem

1. If I could, I would nail these hands to the edges of stars, I would sacrifice my body hoping to resurrect into someone spiteful enough to not care about you.

2. Staple me to a cross; pierce my sides with a broken promise until I bleed all the reasons why you deserve one more chance.

3. Loving you was the last thing I felt really good at.

4. You wanna know how I got these scars; see I ripped every piece of you out of my smile.

5. I sprinkled you in stare dust.

6. I spoke you into sunflowers.

7. I dipped my hands in forever, I touched you infinity, I treated you like you were the last molecule of oxygen in a gas chamber I was good to you.

8. You want to know how I got these scars? I swallowed my pride, and then it clawed it’s way back up my throat.

9. I realize you never really cared for me, I was just your arm candy.

10. I hate you.

10a. But I still love you.