Hi little brother or sister

i never met you.

i wish i met you.

you were ripped from me so quickly that i never had time to think about what you were doing to me

and now that the years have passed and i am still alone

i still miss you.

i still love you.

hi little brother or sister

it's me, your big sister

the person who needs you most at this moment in her life

and should have been there to say

"no don't do that"

"no you can't do that"

"no we need him or her in our lives"

but i was just 10 years old.

i was too scared to speak and too naive to understand that by being quiet, I was losing someone so precious

i hope you understand.

i love you little brother or sister.

and i'm so sorry.