Every So Often

You asked me why I'm angry

At the time i had no answer

Its been too many months

And its starting to feel normal

I hate that its starting to feel normal

Im scared that I’ll forget

But i hurt every time i remember

Im angry that helplessness was my only option

But I'm glad i was there through it all

I have so much anger and sadness

I forget to be happy with my memories of you

You're gone

Im still here

Is it selfish of me to wonder who is hurting more?