Another Word

Another word — another word — another meaningless word. Saying and doing are not the same thing; you cannot tell me one thing then do the other. Cutting open fragile boxes that hold the whole of your words, carving into them a shiloutted shadow of what I wish was true.— just stop talking, your words are sharp, sharper than the pain of lossing one I loved — becuase I'm lossing one that I hated—: myself. How can I love you when you create so much chaos;—it's over—and don't call me again.