True Feelings

I feel as if I'm numb but at the same time hurt.

I feel no remorse but my head hurts

I feel like I'm about to vomit but my stomach is calm

I feel like crying but for some reason I don't

I feel like screaming yet I stay silient.

I feel like my heart stops but im still breathing

I feel like everything is dull and nothing is silient

I feel like nothing is true and it's all lies

I feel like no one can be trusted and yet to be known

I feel like hiding everything because no one understands

These are my True Feelings mixed with my thoughts. No more shall know, so I won't tell. I shall lock them in my heart forever. So no one can ever see the real me.