Neverland?

My eyes light up with wonder as i gaze upon the stars, as if i am still a child. As if it is mystical, majestic, magic- the light that i gaze upon. As if the stars will guide me, or grant me, or as if I am like them. How I long to be alongside them. How could I long to be alongside them? To truly be among nothingness, in world where darkness dominates, in a world where nothing-nobody could hear me scream?