Surrender.
I cried every tear until my eyes burned
I wailed every scream I had until my throat stung
I rocked back and forth until my head throbbed
I blinked and my world changed
I rocked and prayed it was a dream
It wasn't a dream
I cry more, I scream louder, I pace now. I ask the universe what it wants from me. I get no answers, only more demands from the earth that my feet stomp on.
The wind sweeps around me. Surrender.