Shadowed Emotions

This roller coaster of emotions

The one that don’t let me hold a job

The pain I feel in my chest like is all lost

No compassion for my struggle

No one see me in the huddle

I feel like I’m fainting

I feel like my voice is on mute

So painful I feel like I’m draining

My emotions so hurt

I feel like is always raining

That shadow that my body created

I can see the pain on it

I’m holding on but there is no borders

I’m trying to breathe but I can’t find air

I’m trying to stay positive but my mind don’t care

I’m trying to smile but my soul just glare

I feel like I’m dead but I can’t feel the pain

I feel like I’m strong but it hurts so much

I feel like keep fighting

My my heart not much