Funny Not Funny

I tried

Believe me

I did

I tried to drown

Everything about you

That can affect me greatly

Actually no you can't affect me

Anymore

It's not like everyone would believe me. No.

They said I'm faking it

No. Not at all.

Funny isn't it coz it is not funny at all.

Believe it or not

You don't affect me at all

Not anymore

They affect me

They affect the way I act towards you.

The only thing I feel about you now is

Shame.

I am ashamed of what I felt for you.

I am ashamed that I let my eyes fall again.

It's funny though

Because I can still your voice singing a song that is playing from my phone even when the speaker is right in front of me.