Secret undercuts and long blonde hair

Once when I was around 8 I was at the zoo. I saw this girl around my age with the most wonderful hair I had ever seen! Her head was shaved completely on one side long blonde hair on the other. I wanted that more than I had ever wanted something in my life. I asked my mother who than proceeded to tell me my hair was very pretty as it was and I was doing nothing to it. Later around 11 I took a razor to my locks. I shaved off just enough for me to notice. The secret undercut if my dreams. I loved to run my fingers over the velvety patch of hair long gone and giggle as I had gotten away with such a feat. Of course my mother found out and I was banned from ever doing it again. I still yearn for the feeling of running my hands over buzzed hair and feeling the adrenaline of getting away with what I wanted so. One day I might do it again I never know but I still think shaved hair on girls is cool!