It’s you, the incessant voice in my head

How dare you cause me to twist and turn

Weighing my heart with pain and my mind with lead

Make my blood simmer and stomach churn

With emotion I cannot control, cannot hide

My thoughts are filled by you and my words hold your name

Rules suddenly that I cannot abide

Nobody feels your heat more than I, nor more shame

You are forbidden to me, a challenge

Posed by a world I dare to defy

Your actions have captured me, your eyes salvaged

The tender pieces of my heart, fallen from the sky

I want you to be my savior

I want you to be my hero

Please ignore my misbehavior

I would do anything to drown this sorrow

Love me or love me not

But don’t leave my heart alone to rot