What Happened?

When I lost you and the future I saw for us, I stopped seeing the future I wanted for myself. I couldn't see anything in my future anymore. Then, when I completely lost you, and you left me for Heaven, the piece I loved about myself completely disappeared. I'm so lost without you in my life. I don't know how to find my good heart or find myself or find love. I'm looking for you in the people I try to love, but that's not going to happen because you're dead and gone. No one can ever replace you so why am I trying? I see no one in my future. No one could love a person as broken as me.