addiction

I use to miss the way you taste but now my tongue turns sour at the memory of you. You use to give me comfort, but now all i have is shame.

I use to crave you, everything about you. 

Your smell

Your rush

I use to miss the way you infected my vanes, my heart, my mind. 

I use to miss it all. Everything about you. 

The way you could make me feel incredible. 

Invincible.

Beautiful.

Then it all changed.

You let me come down. I needed you in my life and you let me come down! I

I looked for you everywhere.. i searched every corner. 

I called out to you in pain and agony!

It was over..

I lost my everything.

I lost my self.

...Today i no longer search for you, i no longer crave you.

I don't need your rush and i don't need your smell.I found a way to heal from you.

Everything i do in my life will always be in spite of you.

I use to miss the way you taste but now my tongue turns sour at the memory of you. You.