Confession

This is my brain on Magik

Full of fun filled static

Can't think, can't speak, can't hear

Nothing making sense, so unclear

Puzzling to me she keeps me calm

Missing pieces fit in her palm

This night I am pouring out my heart

Until her cup overflows then I'll restart

Awake to text from me, it's been awhile

Always surprising you, making you smile

My words are true but definitely calculated

So simple are these stupid games we play

Guess what besides I love you like crazy

What you gonna do now baby

Stare at your pictures all night

Pull you close and hold you tight

Just like a real man should

Bad boy but man I'm good

All the words I've said, gotten inside your head

Let me in your life, kitchen, bathroom and bed

Never took you for granted, tho I'm sure I tried

Always told you the truth, tho I'm sure you cried

Pain is part of love, and joy is part of hate

Alone we sink, but together we elevate

Stuck around for the ride, loyal as can be

Enough of these rhymes, enjoy your poetry

Words used to arrange an idea to share

Artistically designed to show you I care

Point is I'm never satisfied with what I write

Frustrating it is facing these empty lines

Paper mocking me, daring my pen to move

What the fuck do I have to lose

Talent, a gift i was born to explain and explore

Crafting these words through literary fanmail and folklore

But the story of us is as yet unwritten

I want you to feel me in every sentence

Know that I love you when I don't mention it

One day, every night together, envision it

Time is long and hard on us both, no doubt

But every day we seem to tough it out

Knowing what you are and what you are not

Showing all of yourself without any thought

No fear of judgment or condemnation

No filters or punches pulled honest relationship

We are not perfect but we are awesome

We were a seed, look at how we blossomed