The Day my Life Ended

same old day, nothing spectacular to tell

get up, brush your teeth, another day in hell

work all day, drive all night, not another soul in sight

lonely, lonely all the time, this certainly can't be right

my heart is broken, it's completely shattered on the floor

I cannot trust, never again, I have her to thank that for

all of my dreams, my hopes, where might they  be?

I gave them to her, and she threw them in the sea

now  a month has gone by but I still feel insane

nobody gets  why I continue to feel pain

they try to comfort me and say I was meant for more

but part of me was gone the day she went out the door

its not her I'm missing that's what they don't see

the funny, the wit, who I really am missing, is me 

who am I now? where do i go? is this all just for show?

lonely, so lonely, and on top of it all, its starts to snow 

but you see I'm a strong spirit and refuse to be beat

though love i shall not, life's race will I complete

a year has gone by now, and surviving seems to be the only goal.

but my friend wants more for me, and signs me up for the dating black hole.

I've talked to people before this, but my heart wasn't in it

the walls are all up , and I'm not coming out, you can forget it!

my friend, she is crazy! what on earth is she thinking?

to suggest i'll find love online? she must've been drinking

despite my protesting i kind of was slightly curious

and someone caught my eye, whats this? i must be delirious

she messaged me, "hey"and said she loved the stuff that I do

she seemed very interesting, and really fun to talk too

days flowed into the next and suddenly I found my inspiration in life

I'd never tell her this but secretly I wanted her to be my wife

caring, loving , funny and smart, she didn't need me but wanted me by her side

she made me smile, and I found myself tearing down the wall, not wanting to hide

am I crazy?so crazy! surely I must be so!!

all of my rules, and cautions went right out the window

somehow it's like I had found my missing piece

as if I'd known her all my life,and I'd never want this to cease

and then that day it made all the sense as I began to grin

my life had to end, so ours could begin