the emptiness inside

she's wasting her time

how can you call it depression

when there are no feelings at all

how can you not want to live

but not care to die

she is stuck in the middle

of a constant battle that just makes her feel little

How do you find the words

When you cant even find the emotions

How do you describe the numbness that overtakes your soul

How do you describe being nothing at all

How do explain the utter unhappiness but not being depressed at all

You blast music because some how it stops the questionable tears

When you have no emotion how do tell someone how you feel?

How do pour your heart on paper 

When it feels like your heart has retreated

What do you call an emotionless being

IS she heading toward a cliff 

Or is this what it feels like after you've fallen

But does she really even care

She looks at pictures from the weekend 

And it feels like a lifetime away

A different version of herself

How does she feel happiness again

Someone pull her out

Someone save her from herself

Someone make her care about this shitty poam