Mood Disorder.

One minute I was laughing, happy, giddy even...

Positive outlook on life.

I hurriedly and animatedly told all of the people in my little world, just how Together I was. As if I had something to prove.

Then I was sobbing, on the floor, barely able to keep it together

Thinking of how much I hate my life and how it's turning out.

What a joke, I thought, to everyone hearing me state how well things are going, when they all know I'll switch any moment...

Up and down. Up and down. Rollercoaster.

"That's how Stephanie is. Take her with a grain of salt. You can expect she'll plummet soon enough."

How...utterly...

Embarrassing.