But...

The only time

I bothered to speak

To you

But barely at all

My bumbling self

Words that are lodged

Inside my brain

And have considerable

Difficulty getting out

Cheeks aflame

A stutter

A mutter

I come across as

Cold

Uncaring

Shy

Yet confident

All at the same time

Please remember this

This...

Conversation?

Please don't.

All I did

Was question

And poke fun at

You

A stranger

The only two times

I've ever spoken to you

Twice

For that matter

I'm pleased

I spoke to

A new person

But at the same time

Ashamed

For I took a risk

And I want to know

How I am now seen

Cold?

Distant?

Uncaring?

Apathetic?

Ignorant?

I just don't know

How to act

Speak

Appear

I'm awkward

Self conscious

Peculiar

An acquired taste

Please don't remember this

But please do

I've made a fool

Of myself

But at least I made

An attempt

I want you to remember this

That we talked

But I don't want you to remember

This

Me

Being

Me

Just...

Pretend I was great

Not just

Oddly there

On second thought...

It's not worth it

Please don't remember this.

Please...