Uninvited

The eldest of your grandchildren, favored amongst you both for reasons of your own

Never did it mean I was loved above the others

I still struggled and she knows it

She was the one to tear me down while hiding behind the facade I built for her

I disclosed my entire self and the essence of everything I stood for.

Everything; I fell apart over when I couldn't stand at all

She knew it all

She was my aunt and now she is nothing

She took the worse way to break me and she did it so gladly

I was uninvited from your funeral grandma

And I know you know I wouldn't have missed it

The truth will come busting through all the darkness exposing the demon she has morphed into

I'm still aching bc where do I go now with not a family in sight

Where do I go when all those I loved lost, I'm lost, I've got no light