The ballad of the bullet

she danced the waltz with suicide

she twirled up the stairs  in her gown 

her lips blushed with flushed feelings that she prepared to douse in gasoline and a bullet 

her eyes blackened with sorrow and pain 

her skin warm from his touches 

her hair a mess from midnight decisions 

her hands pinky promised with words 

she cared not to keep 

her heart burst and aflame with love

her dress laced inwoven with the memories of the ball 

her breast pooling over a sweetheart neckline 

chiffon bottom 

ruffled waist 

dusted in the sparkles from the scent of him 

the clock struck twelve 

and the magic 

had faded 

and the story 

was wrapped 

in an aged book 

and 

she 

ascended 

gracefully 

into 

her 

room 

and 

looked 

back 

at 

the 

ghost 

of 

the one 

she loved 

and 

said 

tonight 

we 

meet 

in 

heaven 

she 

into 

the 

lost 

eyes 

of 

her soul 

and 

said 

please 

don't 

remember 

this 

and 

she 

slide 

the 

gun 

from 

under

her 

skirt 

and 

pushed 

the 

gun 

to 

her 

and 

pushed 

play to 

Tchaikovsky's

(once upon a dream )

I know you,

I walked with you once upon a dream

I know you,

The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam

Yet I know its true

That visions are seldom all they seem

But if i know you

I know what you'll do

You'll love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream.

Once upon a night,

I dreamed we'd be together

In love forever.

Once upon a night,

I was wishing for a never,

A never ending.

 for this was just a dream, and tonight was just a dance, she  laid on on her bed and fired a shot through her brain

please  don't  remember this , rember how I made  you feel