Everything

It is curently 12:30 am.

I cannot sleep. 

I keep thinking of many things, all things,  Everything. 

I keep thinking about everything I am blessed with. 

Everything that is going so well in my life. 

But yet, I still cannot shake the feeling of how much better I could be doing, or what better things could be going on in my life. 

I cannot shake the feeling of how much better life could be if I just gave everything up. 

If I just let go.