Walk away

I wonder why I have never told you my feelings

All the nights that we spend our time together

Just the two of us but dates that never felt like real dates

So strange that I used to relate to you so much so, that now it feels like I'm bogging you down with my sorrow

The looks that you give me now feels like I'm being judged

Of all the people, you?

You said I'm shackled by bounds

Bounds that I can never escape 

What you failed to realise is that those bounds are the walls I've build over the years to protect myself; that keeps me safe and sane.

I have never judged you for all your weakness and the dark sides of you

But now that you're in better place, you judge me in return?

I used to want to tell you things but I hide them now.

I guess I fell for the idea of you and not you.

The idea of you and I, with no judgments, just warm hugs to comfort, love with all our hearts and lil fights; that's all that matters

Such a fleeting moment of happiness but I thank you for that

And I'll walk away slowly before you'd realise I was even there.