1 Year

It's been 1 year.

12 months.

48 weeks.

365 days.

8,760 hours.

12,614,400 minutes.

756,864,000 seconds.

And I'm still in love with you.

I'm still stuck in this endless loop,

waiting and hoping and wishing

for something I won't ever have.

It's been 1 year.

12 months.

48 weeks.

365 days.

8,760 hours.

12,614,400 minutes.

756,864,000 seconds.

And every song reminds me of you.

I keep pressing skip,

hope that I'll find one,

one that won't make me cry.

It's been 1 year.

12 months.

48 weeks.

365 days.

8,760 hours.

12,614,400 minutes.

756,864,000 seconds.

And I haven't gone a single day,

not one out of all 365,

without thinking about you.

It's been 1 year.

12 months.

48 weeks.

365 days.

8,760 hours.

12,614,400 minutes.

756,864,000 seconds.

And you're still my best friend.

It hurts to say that I'm okay with it.

God knows I wish it was more.

It's been 1 year.

12 months.

48 weeks.

365 days.

8,760 hours.

12,614,400 minutes.

756,864,000 seconds.

And I'm scared it's been too long.

I'm scared that this will be the end;

the end of our friendship,

the one I worked so hard to have.

It's been 1 year.

12 months.

48 weeks.

365 days.

8,760 hours.

12,614,400 minutes.

756,864,000 seconds.

And God fucking damn it,

I love you.

It's been 1 year.

12 months.

48 weeks.

365 days.

8,760 hours.

12,614,400 minutes.

756,864,000 seconds.

And I miss you.

I could be sitting next to you,

and still,

I'd miss you.

It's been 1 year.

12 months.

48 weeks.

365 days.

8,760 hours.

12,614,400 minutes.

756,864,000 seconds.

And now I'm in too deep.

1 year is too long.

It's such a long wait.

But it's been 1 year.

12 months.

48 weeks.

365 days.

8,760 hours.

12,614,400 minutes.

756,864,000 seconds.

And I'm still waiting.