If I Failed You

If I failed you

in some manner,

I don’t remember.

Or the days were wrong.

The moon was in the wrong house.

It was probably a Saturday.

I tend lose track of Saturdays.

If I failed you

in some manner,

did I say I was sorry?

Did you tell me I need to?

I am not always aware.

My eyes are open

but the visions of bright ideas

can block my view.

I never know when this will happen.

If I failed you

in some manner,

it’s because you expected me not to.

I plant and grow expectations

as much as you.

Sometimes things die.

Balls get dropped.

This is tough because

I was hungry for it too.

Let’s feast on forgiveness instead.