GONE.

You're gone now

Not physically but mentally anyway

You're still 15 mins away at home

But we aren't for each other

You don't know how to love

You know how to hurt

Do you get off on hurting me?

bet you do

Cause you do it

Endlessly

Over & over & over

I choose to leave now

Not because I don't love you anymore

But because I love you too much

But I also love me

And I don't deserve to feel this way

I don't deserve to be hurt over & over.

If I stay that gives you permission to keep fucking up

To hurt me more and get away with it

But no

I refuse

I fucking refuse to be treated any less than i am.