Once...and then...now

Once the size of everything fit within your sight.

Once the walls were close and familiar.

Once you felt safe and sound.

Once you were protected, steeled against everything.

Once all that you knew was within easy reach.

Once the walls of your room were beautiful,

and comfortable,

and safe.

Once you lived in peace.

And then someone stretched out your universe.

And then you were boundless.

And then you could fly.

And then your eyes could see farther and sharper.

And then the freedom was thrilling.

And then you flew,

and swooped

and looped.

And then you had joy.

Now she has left.

Now that space is too big.

Now your world is cold and empty.

Now you know that space is too big.

Now you look for those walls.

Now you seek refuge and begin to shrink.

Now you diminish into being you again.

Now you return to dull

and scared

and lonely.

Now you are sad.