Not In The Same Boat

I do not crave, desire, want, hunger, hanker or in any way yearn for agony. Neither, do I in any form dread it. Why would I give it any thought at all? That would be like nervously waiting for an illness to take hold of me before the actuality of it; so then my 'emotional time' is eaten up with the shadow of an unreal event. Emotional time is something that slips and slides into the crevices of our life affecting everything. But that is another subject.