I would...

"It's been a while."

"Yeah, it has. I've missed you."

"Yeah... how's it been?"

I would tell him that I've spent a total of 32 nights crying since.

I would tell him that I've never felt as broken or as whole since I left him.

I would tell him that my body hasn't felt like my body ever since he touched me but I wish he would touch me again.

I would tell him all these things,

but I swallow the little bit of pride I have and swallow every piece of hurt I have,

And I tell him,

"Pretty good, you?"