Even Friends Stop

I didn't realize how much you meant to me until you were gone. I didn't realize I confided in you about everything. I didn't realize you supported me even when I couldn't support myself; you LOVED me when I couldn't give myself anything other than hate.

I didn't realize some friendships have a time limit, an hour glass, and once you run out of sand it's game over. I didn't realize how much I was hurting you because I was hurting myself. I didn't know how much my negativity and self-hate was affecting you, not until the day you didn't return to my side...