hearing feeling seeing

i want to feel yellow.

i look purple and sound blue but

yellow

is what i reach towards

i've been told my lips taste violet

and my anger comes out green

i don't want to be a rainbow of colors

for someone to experience 

i want yellow

to taste to hear to feel to sound to touch

because i've never

had it before

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i know this is messy but i'm gonna be writing some poems based on my synesthesia