Lungs

I am scared.

It's been a week since my surgery-- part of my throat is gone, and they took some part of my nose or air-tubes, or something. Supposed to help me breathe better.

But I can't feel the air anymore. When I breathe, IF I'm really breathing at all, I can't feel the rush of cold air. I can't feel my lungs fill up and empty like they should, like they always have. It's been a week, the anesthetics should be long gone...

But I don't know if I'm breathing. My lungs, my throat, the air has gone numb.