THE BIG STEP

I sit on my chair at work,

Travel places in my head.

I see my self in spaces,

I yearn to be and die to tread.

I float in my thoughts ,

Where I see my favourite spots.

As I strike a pose and get my pictures shot

So much inspiration around

So many achievers

I'm still struggling breathlessly

Letting minute reasons shatter my dream to a vague fantasy

As the insecurities juggle in my blurry mind

I try to see the light beckoning, to leave my present behind

I carry my work in my heart, no matter what the field may be

I give it the soul no matter how tiring it may seem

I believe I am extraordinary, this I can see and feel

Possessing skills that is needed for my ordeal

It's a big step and a boundless leap of faith

It's a shape shift, assuring fall and scathe

It's a chance of a lifetime, no more can I shun

To stop the regret in my head I always Re-run

This time it will be different,

This year I hope to change ,

A big chunk of my life to rearrange

Excuses away and Complains kept afar

For there is an army of doubts with which I'm ready to wage a war.