downhill

[shitty poetry]

denial

we're happy, right?

we used to talk for 10 hours straight for a day

well, used to.

but i know you're still there for me

you're just busy, i think

we have each other

but we have our own

so i guess

i'll just

let it be

anger

what's wrong?

nothing's wrong, right

can you even read my messages

do you even bother to read them

hey

you there

bargaining

please

i just want to talk to you again

where did i go wrong?

just reply

fuck

just tell me what i did wrong

i don't want this to end

please

don't shut me out

i care for you

i love you

just please

don't

just reply

tell me

say anything

please

depression

fuck

i miss you

and it's all my fault

i don't know why

or how

but i did something wrong

and i deserve this

i guess i have to run

away

from you

is this really goodbye?

i guess so

i should stop talking

i'll just leave

fuck

i love you

acceptance

.

.

.

well?

it's better off this way