the heavens were always missing me

if I could rename myself starlight

maybe I would float up into the sky

rebelling against my predisposition

sinking darker than midnight

if I could rename myself golden

maybe all men would want me

for my value as well as beauty

a trophy worth the trouble

if I could rename myself confidence

maybe my chin would raise and

my fear of failing would dissipate

conviction guiding my gut

if I could rename myself sunshine

maybe I wouldn't be so afraid

of the night time and maybe my

eyes would always be bright