Let out the pain

This isn't pretty

This won't rhyme

This is not poetry

This is just another attempt to feel happy

No not even that

It's another way to try to stay kicking

Find a way to let the bad out

My own doubt

I'll never be valid

I'll never be accepted

Not gay enough for gay

Not straight enough for straight

Just confused and excluded

From everyone

I'll never be loved

Never be cared about

Because in my head the voices tell me

They tell they all hate me

What's the use in being with my friends?

If I know they secretly all despise me

Idiot

Mean

Bitch

Overly emotional

Psychopathic

Uncaring

Insensitive

Unimportant

Useless

Over sensitive

This is just what I am today, yesterday, and the days before that.

God only knows if it will ever go away