Losing Me

A crash, a scream, 

    is this a dream?

Floor meets my head, 

    wish I were dead

Horrible words, 

    pointless, absurd

Mascara tears, 

    in darkness and fear

Anger so blind, 

    with terror you bind

I can no longer see, 

    just please set me free

Rage turns to lust, 

    what happened to us?

I was so wrong, 

    here I don't belong

Knuckle 'cross cheek, 

    dark bruise for a week

Next day the same,

    I've forgotten my name.