BY LITTLE GIRL SMILE
My life is full of drama
Beautiful life is playing with me
May be kind of temptation
I'm have been seeking for questions mark? All years
So that get meaning to life
To get know reason behind purpose of life
Sometime failed or sometime success
I don't know how?
Why running I'm behind the question?
I don't know !
Still searching for half of my life gone
When, where I will get my answer of my life?
Still fear in the darkness of night
Still scared in the brightest in light
I ask to God in my prayers
With love and gratitude
Still waiting for reply day & night
No answers came to my heart door
Again I fall on strange way
Which has no sign boards
The way looks so amazing is so wide
Still large crowd going like river
Without reason still happy
I don't know why they happy
Then I ask myself
Did I chosen right way?
Im running after happiness
I killed my self inside the real man
Try to happy among smile
Fake happiness break my heart
What to do or not do with life?
I'm stated hate my life
Decided to end my life!
From this world......
Life is playing selfish with me..
Up and down in a life
Step by step teaching something hazard
Don't like every time
Suffering like nightmare of centuries
Dream what I thought to fulfill
Become to fade....
I'm become blind with my mind
Became a disorder in spiritual
I forgot to try everything
And asking who I am?
Who made me....?
Why you lost me in the valley of shadow?
Even I forgot to loving.....
To whom?
And walking on road way of life!
Still seeking to truth of life
Season of years passing away from me
It is difficult to spend every tone
I come to tuning point life
To end from life
Then Angel appear in beautiful bright
From heart of little girl on road side
Cry loud in the street of blanket sky
From deep of heart to my mirror
Falling a diamond from my eyes
She just smile...
Then she come to me
Hug me to centuries and kiss me on mirror
And say why you cry? I love you
Smile and give a letter
Drag herself to home and say bye...
Then I realized
I'm nothing by her smile
By kiss bring to light
Darkness fade away
My chains are broken by littel angle
Feel my inside Im new
I never try to make people smile
Hate and anger was in my mind
Her smile bring to not give up with life
Still Im crying
Crystal in the sky
Due to fade of rains in my eyes
Could not saw the name by sight
I found letters from God
And reading with tear
With Angel handwriting and say
I am who created you
From beautiful of love
I am with you in many ways
So don't cry
Because you are lovely child....