Right?

climb up the stairs 

follow the happy voices

im draw to the laughter

and i want to join

i can do that too 

right?

i cuddle a cat 

it makes me feel a  little

less awkward. 

she crawls up my shoulders 

and rubs her face against mine

a family face envies 

the pleasure i get 

from her purr.

hands reach to take her away

i cant let go just yet. 

i want a little longer

everyone around gets

annoyed.

why cant i be left alone.

when one sharp voice shouts 

i cringe 

do i do what he says 

or laugh it out?

what do i do?

but when one them 

repeats the words 

and mumbles under their breath 

i feel pierced in the heart

why cant anyone see 

the blood but me?

why doesnt anyone care 

that i hurt too?

or are they just blind?

fine i will do as they say

i dont need them 

right? 

i canbe happy on my own

right?