Forgive Me For Not Forgiving You

We haven't talked for a week.  One.  Whole.  Week.  Although we see each other every single day, we act as though we are strangers.  I try to be strong, not letting you see my pain, but it made it worse.  Seeing you talking with other girls, laughing about inside jokes, giving them the smile that once belonged to me.  And still belongs to me.  

I know I should have approached you sooner, forgiving you.  If was a small quarrel, a stupid one about cheating.  I knew that you were telling the truth when you said that the woman calling you was a colleague.  I shouldn't have had so many doubts.

And I forget all my qualms when I see a smile on your face... You are everything in my life, my soul, my heart.  Believe me when I say this, I have always belonged to you, and my heart will always be yours to shatter, then carefully mend together again.  I will love you until the sky falls down and the ground cracks open.

Forgive me for not forgiving you.